It’s 12:59 AM and I’m not going to sleep tonight.

My book SEX MAGIC just went live on Amazon, and I do not feel any of the ways I expected to. I’m not happy, or excited, or anything

I worked so long and so hard. I expected I’d feel some sense of satisfaction. But I don’t

I’M A FUCKING NERVOUS WRECK!!!

My stomach is in knots. Every time I think about I get a little bit queasy.

I opened a single serving bag of Cheetos and COULDN’T FINISH THEM.

But…I finished it. It’s done and I’m really proud of it. There were times when I thought I wouldn’t ever get it done. And there were LOTS of times when I got in my own way – when I kept myself from getting it done. But I can’t say that anymore. It’s done.

I hope you love Zora. She was difficult to write. I knew how she was supposed to be, but I often didn’t think I had the writing chops to portray her. She was criticized by many critique partners and ripped apart by an editor – and I really hope I was able to do her justice.

I hope you laugh at the funny parts, are moved by the sad ones, and get turned on by the sexy ones.

I hope you like it enough that you want to read the next in her tale.

I love you all